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Outside of Me
03:56
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It's getting late, the light's gone sour
Keep your dairy fresh, I only need an hour
Satisfaction only needs one reprise
Get comfy, you're on TV
All the lights are way too tall
I need to know, I need
An open eye to offset the other
My sacred rest, it's for another
Violent trembles, ravenous curves
I finally feel it press my nerve
All the lights are way too tall
I need to know, I need
Now I wanna wanna wanna want you to see
Now I wanna wanna wanna want you to see
Every wake ends in capsize
In dulling awe it's never my side
At any time you wish your prize
Could benefit just please confide
The fade is quick and impassive
Sleeping soundly and massive
Satisfaction only needs one reprise
It's waiting for you, crying please
All the lights are way too tall
I need to know, I need
Now I wanna wanna wanna want you to see
Now I wanna wanna wanna want you to see
Every wake ends in capsize
In dulling awe it's never my side
At any time you wish your prize
Could benefit just please confide
There's chaos in your mind
I need to say no
Now I wanna wanna wanna want you to see
Now I wanna wanna wanna want you to see
Every wake ends in capsize
In dulling awe it's never my side
At any time you wish your prize
Could benefit just please confide
Outside of me
Outside of me
Outside of me
Outside of me
Outside of me, outside of me
Outside of me, outside of me
Outside of me, outside of me
Outside of me, outside of me
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2. |
Reverie
04:07
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The question mark's to simplify my word
Reflecting something that is left unsure
A pivot-turn to break a bond with her
Nothing so absurd
Her claims are nothing but a fallacy shown through the cracks
My rights are confiscated to make room for these demanded pacts
Instead I deviate to show more power than she must expect
Revolting through bone inside my back
Boil burns are from the looker's eye
Faceless names without a reason why
Employ the man for a kind of sigh
Following my time
A killer's name is uttered in no way I'd understand
The decency, the kindness lost in order to raise up his hand
Disinterested in anything put past his skin or fault
It's what you get from him as a result
Are you on the ceiling?
On whose side are you deceiving?
Do you trust what you believe?
Is it your achievement?
Truth or desire deepens
Or am I lost in reverie?
I'm sharing all of what I find obscure
A separation in which I will burn
Why even leave a drop for the impure?
I have to find a cure
Vague as doubt the evening sprouted more ideas to win
Left and right, a rule or two to aid the obsession
The trickier you are, the more you lean toward a sin
Secure the best result once you begin.
Are you on the ceiling?
On whose side are you deceiving?
Do you trust what you believe?
Is it your achievement?
Truth or desire deepens
Or am I lost in reverie?
Are you on the ceiling?
On whose side are you deceiving?
Do you trust what you believe?
Is it your achievement?
Truth or desire deepens
Or am I lost in reverie?
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3. |
Consume
04:12
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Remember the face, remember the name
Remember the place and the restrictions
Remember the past, remember how lame
Remember how fast in those conditions
Remember the pain, remember the waste
Remember the same and the different
Remember the tame and all the insane
Remember to stop for the imprint
Closed for some
Close to becoming numb
I consume
I consume
I consume
I consume
Remember the face, remember the fun
Remember the jokes, remember the cruelty
Remember our depth, remember how hard
Remember how dumb, remember the cruelty
In all of the ways I’m welcome to stay
An infinite depth causes disarray
In every day, emerging the same
I walk a mile for a lesson in strain
Several cans line up in a row
Another impact to waste on a foe
No matter the case, no matter the show
I think so, I think so
Closed for some
Close to becoming numb
I consume
I consume
I consume
I consume
I want a ten, I’m wanted then, I want a ten, I’m wanted then
I want a ten, I’m wanted then, I’m wanted then
I want a ten, I’m wanted then, I want a ten, I’m wanted then
I want a ten, I’m wanted then, I’m wanted then
I want a ten, I’m wanted then, I want a ten, I’m wanted then
I want a ten, I’m wanted then, I’m wanted then
I want a ten, I’m wanted then, I want a ten, I’m wanted then
I want a ten, I’m wanted then
Closed for some
Close to becoming numb
I consume
I consume
I consume
I consume
Come from the top
Don’t let it stop
From ever blue to obscene
Don’t leave me alone
It’s never safe
A distant case of feeling
Come from the top
Don’t let it stop
From ever blue to obscene
Don’t leave me alone
It’s never safe
A distant case of feeling
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4. |
Decay
04:59
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Superficial vanity
Burdened with insanity
The claws she shows are painted red
And used to tease the living dead
Later on, her day is done
At home, awaits her loving one
Blessed with sin, deceit and lust
And paid with skin, alcoholic thrust
Emaciated
She's masturbating
To the sweet sounds of her own distress
You're decaying
You're decaying
You're decaying
The balance is unnatural
And hides something factual
Hollow out anxiety
By dread of sobriety
Complicated
We've confiscated
All the words she uses to impress
You're decaying
You're decaying
You're decaying
You're decaying
You're decaying
You're decaying
You're decaying
You're decaying
You're decaying
She's growing old
Her skin is cold
She's growing old
Her skin is cold
She's growing old
Her skin is cold
She's growing old
Her skin is cold
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5. |
Feels Great
03:37
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So little space to roll around
An elastic wall, cranberry shine
Outside, under oath with your battery
My brittle skin like a thick wine
Running further toward its goal
I'm in here waiting for its itch
Don't worry for me, poking pine
It's all for your indulgence, you bitch
It must feel great to be so evil
It must feel great to be so evil
So bright, echoes
So loud, echoes
So comical
So factual
Pushing harder against me
It jumps and kicks, you twist
A dog barks, a child laughs
They all share the same gist
Something shifts unusually,
Later, all the help I went and saw,
When my first friend had left me,
Her bitter name placenta
It must feel great to be so evil
It must feel great to be so evil
So pass and go
So fast but slow
So just, it goes
So long, it goes
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6. |
Disown
05:09
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The face you traced
Behind a red maze
Distance in aid to force, I see your words break
A mistake? What's it take?
They break upon my face
Shock feels no pain
Several stolen names
I'm not afraid
Where is your fame?
It's all my fault
Reversal for recall
Gasping for another scream to embrace another fall
Concern?
Just take it all
Shock feels no pain
Several stolen names
I'm not afraid
Where is your fame?
The smeared disgust across his face
Disown
Infinite practice for a waste
Disown
Imagine such a vital lie
Disown
Place blame on those who don't comply
Disown
Swirling fists enclose his own
Where dominance is sought and thus condoned
Empty anger spilled across his face
Territory marked in loser's place
Shock feels no pain
Several stolen names
I'm not afraid
Where is your fame?
Where is your fame?
Where is your fame?
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7. |
Laura's Eyes
03:39
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I saw her candle-wax covered portrait
Contrasted only on her cover
Her eyes lock me through the grey
Her sapphire bolt, one after another
It snuck up on me, close and short
But fast and unstable
Locks drip lower, waning gleam
Questioning a fable
Detail shouts a thousand words
Detail shouts a thousand words
Detail shouts a thousand words
Someone with a need to leave
Shadowed fright and grown lower
Surrounded forever by a light
And that light will only let her go
Under mild eyes, blind and white
Out every indigo and phased diurnal
Perfect with pretension
And ocular pins, she'll need help
Or just pay attention
Detail shouts a thousand words
Detail shouts a thousand words
Detail shouts a thousand words
Someone with a need to leave
Detail shouts a thousand words
Detail shouts a thousand words
Detail shouts a thousand words
Someone with a need to
Someone with a need to
Someone with a need to leave
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8. |
Hero
05:50
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Are you trembling?
The sewage waste make you feel at home
A mission confliction
I am trembling
Stains and filth shout from the foam
They love me, they loathe me
It seems that silence makes the clock tick slower
I don't want to be a hero
Welcomed trembling
Your skin has melted from your descending prize
A fission intermission
Quit your trembling
Your skin feeds off lustful victims' sighs
They love me, they loathe me
I can't breathe
Faded and weak
Add me into your ploy
Let me feel normal again
Let me feel normal again
Let me feel normal again
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9. |
Nothing Turns to No One
04:20
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Roll in for another go
Somewhat bashful in the snow
Something's wrong, and it's gone
Nothing new but nothing
Close enough, this I know
Like a secondhand Monroe
Someone's gone, perhaps withdrawn
Nothing new but nothing on
Coming back my step is slow
Careful for the gentle doe
Ears perk up and then it's gone
Spotted, darted, followed
On its tail, stop and go
Caught again, we're toe to toe
Something said, something wrong
Nothing new but a new con
I don't feed
I don't seed
I can't read the minds in need
I don't grieve
I won't be
But it's best if I could see
You don't care
You don't care
You don't care
You don't care
Roll in for another go
Thinking why he wouldn't show
Stepping forward like a pawn
Ready to be struck down
Empty hall, empty foe
Hurt by whom I stand below
Taking hits, I wait for dawn
Nothing turns to no one
I don't feed
I don't seed
I can't read the minds in need
I don't grieve
I won't be
But it's best if I could see
You don't care
You don't care
You don't care
You don't care
Given time the sign reads no
Every step on that plateau
Inching far from what it cost
Nothing but a mindset lost
Circumstances called a low
Ever trapped in a freak show
Inching far because it's lost
No one's in that eye of gloss
I don't feed, I don't seed
I can't read the minds in need
I don't grieve, I won't be
But it's best if I could see
You don't care
You don't care
You don't care
Who the fuck do you think you are?
Who the fuck do you think you are?
Who the fuck do you think you are?
Who the fuck
Who the fuck do you think you are?
Who the fuck do you think you are?
Who the fuck do you think you are?
Who the fuck
I don't feed, I don't seed
I can't read the minds in need
I don't grieve, I won't be
But it's best if I could see
You don't care
You don't care
You don't care
Who the fuck do you think you are?
Who the fuck do you think you are?
Who the fuck do you think you are?
Who the fuck
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10. |
Sweetness Karoline
05:07
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In the summer I'm confined
Filled with light adrenaline
Waiting someday, that I'll find
A red bubble with peace of mind
Controlled flicker in the night
Glass shards falling from the sky
I'm still confident to find
A sweeter Karoline
Under starlit mid dark light
Coy and toying in it's flight
Quite an interesting sign
Pushing further while on wine
In the summer, I realized
Nothing comes from playing shy
All an impressive waste of time
With a sweeter Karoline
Never hurts to compromise
Your filth leaking from your eyes
Directed elsewhere, no surprise
Helping out and on the rise
Growing to important size
A silent growl I recognize
Me and Sweetness Karoline
Charming agent smelling fine
Scented from across the line
Like primates they sit and dine
Make a killing using grime
Grueling joke, condone the crime
Passed off as indecent whine
Mate and trade and now you're mine
I need a sweeter Karoline
Letter written as a prize
Hope it will happen but not quite
Another sibling you can smite
I can hear you from your light
Every time I feel your bite
Feels like Hell's weakened just a slight
A ripping snarl to induce fright
Me and sweetness Karoline
Never hurts to compromise
Your filth leaking from your eyes
Directed elsewhere, no surprise
Helping out and on the rise
Growing to important size
A silent growl I recognize
Me and Sweetness Karoline
Deserving better, in a dive, make you suffer, stay alive
Let me tourniquet and paralyze
From that sweetness Karoline
Deserving better, in a dive, make you suffer, stay alive
Let me tourniquet and paralyze
From that sweetness
From that sweetness
From that sweetness Karoline
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11. |
Earley Surv-Des
03:37
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Day by day the haze turns gray
So much left to know
So much left to know
At least that's what I heard them say
So much left to know
Come with me and play 'just staying sane'
So much left to know
So much left to know
Oh, at last, they've found my veins
Places found and lost like all girls
So much left to know
So much left to know
Spindle strings bridge between our worlds
So much left to know
Countless times I've heard what and not how
So much left to know
So much left to know
My juice and pills are gone now
Dive into my brain
Die for the campaign
Give me my reward
Give me some more
Such a rush that I'm never bored of
So much left to know
So much left to know
I can feel the knowledge in my aorta
So much left to know
The world is mine to rape and I'm ready
So much left to know
Train the simple and rupture all standing steady
Dive into my brain
Die for the campaign
Give me my reward
Give me some more
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Clidesfeld Minneapolis, Minnesota
Clidesfeld is a project by Brandon Patrick Sullivan. Largely characterized by distortion, tension, and reflection, Clidesfeld is inconsistent in tone and texture.
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